Purposeful Pain

Written by Kande Augustine on May 19th 2022

I have decided to take things into my own hands and do what needs to be done regarding keeping my house together, so after being completely tired of the lustful comments, texts and interaction both ways regarding women seeking to destroy and disrespect my union whilst actually being encouraged to do so, I have used my Organizational Skills to compile a list of their names, Social Media Accounts and Contact Numbers. 

It is very hard to complete some tasks whilst sitting, so I stood and contacted every one of them, and listened to their individual stories whilst letting them have my end of the bargain.

Then, I had to make myself a living sacrifice, by stepping into the shoes of these women and displaying the same level of disrespect regarding my decency in order to Minister to the needs of the only male in this scenario so that he can see how much sense this really makes whilst he himself had been doing the same whether consciously or not.

It is so sad and painful that we have to stoop to conquer.

This exercise also allowed me to identify those who were following my Gospel Channel not to see or hear anything Bible related but awaiting moments like this to unfold. “Truth be told” there would be more if necessary. What God breaks, he can Rebuild.

You see, the moment we are ready to accept death, knowing that we would go home to our maker we become Invincible once we do not sin against the Lord our God by taking any life that God has given.

Studying what people say and think about you gets you nowhere. 

Only God can see your Heart, everyone else only knows you by what you do, say or how you look and it does not get any deeper than that.

Expression based on the Heart can only be understood by the one who has given you the Heart which is God, he placed it in you and he knows exactly what to expect coming out of it, and also what position to place you in that you can be useful to him.